[ At first Barnaby doesn’t know what to say, especially when he sees the expression on his friend’s face. Normally this would be the time when someone felt inclined to say yes, to complete the admission. Such people would be happy at a time like this. It was supposed to be a pleasant feeling. But instead this reminds him too much of Vriska’s reaction, and it makes Barnaby feel cold.

All of a sudden, the words won’t come. Nor does he give any kind of physical reaction. The only tell is his expression, and a flicker of hurt appears ever so briefly before he stands, accidentally disrupting Justice in the process. ]

Do you think that I don't already know the risks? Besides that, I didn't choose this. I wouldn't have. And I don't need to be told that this is a terrible decision.

[ Now anger is taking hold, the feelings he has been suppressing bubbling up to consume him. No longer can he hold anything back, for better or for worse. ]