I never thought of it that way. [ She frowns at the snow and then watches Korol instead. Seeing something move with grace and strength and vitality makes her feel slightly better. ] It just seemed like that's where it was going. Find out how to kill, then do it.

If I didn't follow orders back home I just got grounded. [ Her heart twists painfully. She's got to hope she can get back. That she can get to her mom again. Otherwise what is surviving for? ] I guess this is just something I'm not used to. I'm not a soldier, Sturmhond.